Emptyness

I have a big hole in my life…I always have it. I thought it was not such a big deal, so I let it be. But it grew and grew and today, it’s a huge hole and it hurt me so hard…I tried to full it with some other dreams, other thinkings, and I got busy to don’t think about the pain. I runaway from my own hole. Now, I know, I have to fix it. To look at him with a needle and say : « I know why you’re here, and I’ll help you to go ». So, please, for few times, don’t bother me…I’m on a heart surgery !!